My identity is somewhere there muddled up between "teen" and "college student". In the world of SFF, I still feel young and new and like a teen. At college I am surrounded by my fellow students and I am not a teen. Nineteen is a weird age. I still want to find teenaged or college aged friends in the SFF community. While I had plenty of friends during elementary school, junior high, and high school, they were not at all interested in SFF. I have not found as many people my age with whom I can have discussions like the ones I have with aamcnamara. I found people in college but then I come back here (and I love these cities) and have lost the large group of people for a time.